I have never been much of a risk taker, although I guess people would say differently. But to my expectations I don't agree. I'm 30 and in a place where I only want to do things that are fun and make me happy. So how do I make that happen on a daily basis? I want to get more familiar with living outside my comfort zone. I get too complacent in comfort zones and it's not a fun zone at all. It shouldn't even be qualified as a "zone". Zones are cool and all 'sciencey'. I mean everybody wants to be in a "Twighlight Zone" right? Not a "comfort zone".
I find it interesting how you meet people that just take risks period. They don't live or know any other way. My husband is like that. He just finished his first children's book and we're road tripping this summer to sell it. My friend Marius is like that. He leaves on a cruise ship in two days to Barcelona while he wails on his trombone for 2.5 months. He'll leave the Florida heat for Mediterranean beauty and daily buffets.
Yea, sure, I've done stuff. I did move 1500 miles away from my hometown, I don't really work traditional jobs and I am a musician part-time. But I really want more. I want to feel good everyday. When you have achy joints at young age, I often wonder if these achy joints are a product of me playing it safe. Is my soul trying to get my attention? Or am I just thinking too hard?
I want to find a way to live outside the comfort zone and not be attachd to the outcome. A challenge I must endure.